WTH?

I quit blogging. Didn't seem important. Still doesn't but it is much cheaper than a therapist!

Since my last blog so much has happened. The biggest happening being that I am getting a divorce. Again. Relationship - Fail. Always the optomist even when I losing, I have been able to find good in this turn of events. I enjoy my kids more. I enjoy myself more. I am learning how to have interpersonal relationships with people outside of my close knit circle. All these years I thought I had come to not like John Q. Public. Turns out, I like him a lot. I am doing things I have never done before and despite the complete frustration of some of them, I like it. I am a pretty self sufficient kinda girl so I'll just grab this particular tiger by the tail and hang on until the tail comes off.

Another big milestone is that I am back to riding my horses and not freaking out thinking that I am going to die every step. I can never repay Di and Sabrina for all they did to get me to this point.

Last but not least I have had an old friend resurface in my life. A friend from a time period that I worked very hard to put in the past because I made so many mistakes with those people and I missed them very badly. Jeff came in the form of a Facebook email late one night in June. I have been seeing him since and he still makes my heart race.